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About Lou

Heyho I am Louis, Call me Lou, or Anthem just your average nerd from germany.
She/He/They - genderfluid
I'm 21+ and have been selfshipping and writing for a long time. I do not engage much in fandoms or the selfship community however.
I am a proshipper. I believe everyone can and should ship what they want to ship.
I do not engage with Minors. And I don't want to engage with anyone who is younger than 18 years old.
I have a lot to do with theater stuff, so you will find me as quite the drama nerd.
My friends call me an open and warmhearted extrovert, but I am kind of a mixture between intro- and extrovert so please don't take it to heart when I seem unresponsive and not as lively~

Feel free to talk to me!
I also do have other media accounts you can find me on below~
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• Twitter
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• Curious Cat
• Heart
• Archive of Our Own
• Ko-fi

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Rules

Ah yes, hey there. Let’s do this

I don’t want to seem like a bitch, but for my own comfort I have to set up some small rules:

I am a Proshipper ("Ship and let ship" aka I do not condone the harassment and policying of shipping in any form)
I believe fandoms and fiction are a way of exploration and clear distinction from reality. Just because I write something in fiction doesn't mean I condone it in real life. That would make a lot of murder mystery and thriller writers straight up psychos. It would mean anyone that has ever written angst condones people being hurt. It would mean everyone who ever wrote about suicide condones it.
"Thought is precurser to action" is an incredible christianic approuch to anything (see the 7 deadly sins). Yes Fiction affects reality, but in the myriad of stories and especially fanwork the reach and ifluence is really slim.
It's ridiculous and that is my stance on it.

Otherwise the usual, don't be a dick, don't come at me with hate, etc.

Below are some rules for the selfshippers

1. I will not follow you if you have the following Characters as romantic fictional others

“Wow Lou, there are even F/os on there you don’t have on your list!”

Look. I get it, “claiming” characters/ F/Os is frowned upon and I do not intend to go all yandere on you, but some of the characters on the list above I just can not see in a relationship with someone else. Some who are not romantic F/Os I see with my favourite ship like for example with Hajime Iwaizumi, who is my best friend in the Haikyuu verse it's just not a thing for me to imagine him with anyone else but his boyfriends Hanamaki and Oikawa.
I also have very very close friends who ship with a few of these characters, and it is very hard for me to see them with anyone else but these close friends (for example Enji Todoroki with anyone else but Ichis self insert Menma).
That does not mean that I hate you or your selfship! Far from it. Your selfhip is valid no matter what! Just because I can't ship it doesn't make it any less valid. I just get uncomfortable seeing such kind of content, for various reasons. You can follow me if you want, but I will not follow back.

2. If you have an issue with “growing up with your F/O” or aging up characters for a ship and that jazz, then you very likely should not follow me. In return I will not follow anyone who has an issue with that kind of thing. I have my reasons for that. Not gonna elaborate this time.

3. Please for the love of god do not soft block me. What is softblock? It’s when you block a person for only a short amount of time, which automatically makes them unfollow your blog. I am not that attentive and smart to realize someone softblocked me and made me unfollow them. It just does not hit me, so rather just block me or tell me directly, because otherwise I might refollow you not knowing wtf happened or something. This was my rule for tumblr, and I am not sure if it also works for twitter, but just so you know.

4. I don't tolerate any kind of hate and I am very very sick of seeing discourse. I have strong opinions but let's be real aint nobody got time or energy for this so just stay away from me with that

5. ... be nice????

I won’t follow if you’re a dick. Also don’t send hate, don’t steal original content, yade yade

The usual courtesy and decent manners I actually expect from people because ya know, being a dick is kinda shit.

Yes sure I had to make this page and I had to clear things up and all, but honestly? Let’s just drown in the love our F/Os have for us!

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Romantic and Platonic F/os

Main Ship/ Main F/O

the reason my life is a fucking mess and why I can not sleep at night

Xiao x Anthem ♥ XiaoThem

Albedo x Anthem ♥ AlbeThem

Kuro Yakaku x Lou ♥ KuroLou

Shin x Hanayo ♥ ShinHana

Leviathan x Ruru ♥ Rurevi
art by @relxion-kunp on tumblr

Hayato Gokudera x Rena Miki ♥ GokuMiki

Felix Hugo Fraldarius x Estelle / Lou ♥ FeLou

Vergil Sparda x Ophelia ♥ VergIlia

Top F/Os

treasures and dearest people to my heart

Natsume Sakasaki x Anri Hasegawa ♥ NatsuAnri
Genji Shimada x Hitomi Sasaki ♥ GenTomi
Dabi [Touya Todoroki] x No name Yet ♥ —
Okuyasu Nijimura x Donna Jewel ♥ Yasuna
Akira Kurusu x Rena Miki ♥ AkiRena
Ryoji Mochizuki x Rena Miki ♥ RyoMii
Kenzo Kita x Akira Tsukihara ♥ KenKira
Kaoru Seta x Rena Miki ♥ KaoRena
Iris Amicitia x Evelyne Horatius ♥ EveRis
Houka Inumuta x Rena Miki ♥ InuMiki
Ruvel x Minya ♥ RuvMii
Trish Una x No name yet ♥ ---

Family

Familial Figures

Nero - Adopted Son / Friend
V - Part of the person she loves / Friends
Somnus Lucis Caelum - Father
Kiryu Kazuma - (adoptive) Uncle
Goro Majima - Uncle
Keith Kogane- Son / younger Brother
Mika Kagehira - Son / younger Brother
Misaki Okusawa - younger Cousine / younger Sister
Giorno Giovanna - younger brother figure

The Besties and QPP

Best friends to keep me sane and grounded

Dimitri Alexandre Blaydid - Friends
Sylvain Jose Gautier - Felix Loving Squad
Dante Sarda - Aquaintances / Siblings in Law
Hajime Iwaizumi - Best Friends / Classmates
Clear - Queer Platonic Pals
Eric Surt - Best Friends / Qpp
Mikaela Hyakuya - Close Friends
Labrador - Queer Platonic Pals
Ryuji Sakamoto - Best Friends - Queer Platonic Pals
Allen Walker / Neah - Queer Platonic Pals
Yamamoto Takeshi - Best Friends
Ava Muramasa - Best Friends
Hokuto Hidaka - Idol / Best Friend
Subaru Akehoshi - Idol / QPP
Makoto Yuuki - Idol / Best Friend
Mao Isara - Idol / QPP
Bruno Buccellati - Close Friend
Narancia Ghirga - Close Friend

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♥ShinHana♥

Shin and Hanaya are childhood friends, being introduced to each other through their parents. Due to Shins father being arrested because of an incident while drunk Shin had alwas a problem with forming social bonds with others, as others saw him as dangerous as his father. Hanayo and another young boy named Toma stayed by Shins side regardless.
With time Hanayo began to show weird behavior in her middleschool days and was later diagnosed with depression, urging her both childhood friends to take even more care of her. Being now on medication she managed to bounce back to her old self even forming her own band called "Kaleidoscope" with Toma as their Guitarist. Shin eventually confesses to her around the time she enters university. She reluctantly agrees to go out with him and during a trip to a mountain lodge with a few friends it comes to an accident in which Hanayo falls down a cliff and is sent to hospital. [Insert here Plot of Amnesia Memories - Shins Good Ending Route]
After the clearing of the incident and recovering her memories Hanayo and Shins relationship is stronger than ever. Shin joins Kaleidoscope and Hanayo thinks of changig majours to become a teacher.
Living together will be the next step

♥GokuMiki♥

They meet both at a mafia centric highschool in Italy, instantly starting to bicker back and forth with the ocassional deep conversation in between. They part after graduation, Hayato moving back to Japan with the other members of the Tenth generation while Rena moves back home to germany. Only aftter a few years they reunite at the time Tsuna officially takes position as the Boss of the Vongola Famiglia. A month later they officially start dating.
Before Hayato can propose Rena is involved in an incident and taken to Russia, revealing her as the daughter of a russian mafioso. The Vongola starts a rescue mission for her almost leading to an international conflict between the underground of Russia and Italy. The cnflict is resolved almost peacefully and finally Hayato proposes to her.
Next step is the Wedding!

♥NatsuAnri♥

Anri followed Anzu and transfered to Yumenoaki Academy in her second year where she was put in the Producer course. She becomes the Producer of "Ryuseitai" mainly but helps out everywhere. She meets Natsume by chance one day though the boy doesn't converse with her and only seems to tell her to keep quiet by smiling and putting his finger to his lips before amost magically vanishing. A memory Anri forgot a long time ago is that she met Natsume in her childhood at a summer festival where she got seperated from her family and he helped her to get back. After several more encounters she feels weirdly drawn to him and seeks the interactions, revealing that "his spell woked on her" from then on the two seem to grow closer with every step they take, though never to make the final one of officially becoming a couple.
Confession should be the next step?

♥YasuNa♥

Donna comes to Morio one day as part of a circus traveling the world. Okuyasu and Josuke both become witness to an attempted murder against Donna, masked as a stage incident and try to investigate, wondering if this mIGHT BE THE WORK OF AN ENEMY SUTANDO!!!!
But it turns out it is the former best friend and coworker of Donnas parents who not only tried to kill Donna, but is also responsible for killing her older sister Madison. With the circus in disarray and unable to move on for now Donna then starts to live in Morio and goes to the same school as the boys, getting involved with their adventures and what not. She grows closer to Okuyasu with time, but they don't go out until their last year in highschol where the boy fiinally takes a heart and confeses to her, revealing that her "I like you so much Okuyasu-san!" was never in fact meant platonically.
Next step? More Dates!

♥AkiRena♥

After being involved in multiple Persona related incidents Rena finally moves to Tokyo, sick of being thrown of the loop and just trying to find peace. Her goal is to become a drama teacher, but as usual life has other plans for her and she again gets thrown into another world, this time the Metaverse, to be exact, Mementos. There she awakens her new persona "Puss in Boots".
Through meeting Ryuji and seeing him grow alongside his new friend Rena changes as well turning this persona too into it's ultimate form "Hester" it's not until her collage days that she actiually meets the boy that changed Ryuji so much and Akira starts right away to court her. After the initial flirting and back and forth Rena realizes that this extra dramatic bi desaster is very much serious with her and she agrees to going out with him.
Next step: moving in together!

♥KenKira♥

Probably the most problematic people in the entirety of UA Academies second years. With Kenzo being halfway autistic and emotionally inept and Akira a social desaster due to her long time of hospitaliation it was clear that they would first clash. But thanks to Akiras strive to be better she manages to understand him better with each interaction and manages to pull them both out of their outsider role and into the strong team spirit of the entire second year hero course. She is the first to fall and she falls hard, eventually resulting in her seeking distance once she gets the feeling that her emotions are one sided. Kenzo finds it irritting and seeks the conflict for the first time, eventually resulting in her confession and them starting to go out, tho with a lot of problems and issues in their relationship. It's a constant on and off until they come to terms at the end of their second year going into their third year as a strong power couple.
Graduation and moving in together next!

♥KaoRena♥

As both are members of Haneoka Girls HS Drama Club they have been working together since Kaorus first year. With Rena being the Club President and Assistant Director she worked close with Kaoru and immideatly saw her acting talent. In middleschool Rena was part of a girls band called "Kaleidoscope" where she played the guitar, but they disbanded after the leader and vocalist of the band left. Even now Rena sometimes feels a bit empty thinking back and realizing that they were all only seeing each other as some sort of coworker and not friends and bandmates, which was likely the reason why the band fell apart so quickly.
She can still be "hired" as a guitarist if a bands own guitarist falls flat. he additionally works at the Circle Live House as a staff member, where she also meets the other Band Girls and Kaoru.
After her last performance with the Drama Club being the Annversary Romeo and Juliet Performance she finally makes her first steps to really get close to Kaoru, with success as the second year confesses to her on white day. Rena tells her she will wat until Kaoru graduated and that she wishes to work with her again on a play and maybe even be on the same stage with her.
Next step? GRADUATION! For Kaoru

Do not Interact if you

honestly a lot of these are highly specific and I doubt that anyone will care but better safe than sorry
If you are a selfshipper, please read the rules as well